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anywhos. i just came back from malaysia today in the afternoon. when youre having fun time really does past by fasst. anyways. malaysia was super fun. & letsee what i got to say. oh yeah. im scared. cuhs i missed processing day. ill write more tmrw. im tired.

-----------------MAY BABY -----------------
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and
highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered.
Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings.
Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint.
Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex.
Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to
dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding.
Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good
imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves
literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike
being at home. Restless. Not having many children.
Hardworking. High spirited.

that thing is so true. =0

okay. have i ever told you i hated PIMPLES? yes. i hate pimples. they`re stupid. & red & the are annoying. AHG. okay . so what happened today? i woke up late again. but its like whatever. im just practicing to wake up earlier so i can when the real thing starts. geez. anyways. damn. i shouldve had good attendence when i was still at ynez. so i couldve gotten a medal.. ]x kay. so like today? what happened? went to class. watch this video about how people are getting fat from mcdonalds & other shit. tsk tsk. i like mcdonalds though. but if i had to eat it for one month straight for every meal, i`d seriously be sick. but id get fat. bad fat. okay & like. i needa finish 13 packets in the next 4 weeks. you know how hard they are? i couldve had 1 more week but noooo. i have to go malaysia. Mmp.

we had a fire drill. & it was pretty stupid. like yeah. did shit. & then we had break. could not find them again. we`re like in different places. but yeah. sigh. & then i went to 2nd period. oh geez. it was so agonizing. i get tired in that class. & also saying i was fucken hungry. i havent eaten in the past 3 days cuhs i couldnt find them so i had no one to eat with. geez. roarRAWRroar. & we have hw! oh no. writing. i dont like writing! x[ uhhhnos. yay. no school tmrw. -.-" kay & like i have to get both As for writing AND health PLUS get my drivers ed thingy. in 4 weeks. ): *cry* pressure much?

afterschool i called my mommy & she was being a bitch again & she said she couldnt pick me up. she was being a bitch cuhs she kept yelling. ]= & so i went to carols. it was funny. we were on imvu. & you know what. i made one & met this guy from france. 2 GUYS. that imvu is so perverted in some way but cool. you could have cyber sex on it. sick huh? ><" & like me & carol or shall i say me was messing with this boy & i  BODY SLAMMED him ! ahah. & said bye babe i think? & later on he told his fucken gf & her gf was like why are you flirting with my bf. & i was like roflmao. i dont think id really flirt with a guy like him. pulease. & so me & carol starting cussing her & her 1st grader gf out for like 10 mins. so then they got chicken & left. it was funnnnay. id think they should both drink some alphabet soup & shit out some better comebacks. seriously. kay. then THERE WAS A WASP! omfg. we tried catching it but got to scared but in the end it flew outta the window. (: ! HEHE.

then my daddy picked me up & i went home.

my thoughts for today? ;

well i dont have much today but mahn are freshmens treated meanly. ): its scary. & like yeahs. i wanna go back to ynez. it was fun back in elementry school. really. ]x & mr. chu gave us popsicles today cuhs we asked. tehe. i havent talked to tracy in like forever. arg. or jacklyn =/ sigh. arg talking about thoughts. go fuck a pole tony. geez. learn to grow up. -.-" geezuschrist. iono. what else is on my mind. but i dont feel that well either. im stopid. the end. bye voxians.

greatt. highschool is soo fun. ._." geeZ. yeah i love it . oh kay. so like. my alarm rang at 6;fifteen AM this morning. dang. so like i slept for another 15 mins. & woke up again. & was still tired, so i woke up at 6;fourty. dang right? i didnt have time to look pretty. ): kay like so i didnt eat breakfast. which made me superduper HUNGRY! i swear. i dont work good at school if i am hungry. seriously. ): theres nothing to eat at home. THERES NEVER ANYTHING TO EAT. geez. made me sad. so like i was in health&safety. & yay! i finished packet 29! yippy. & i had to sit in back of david dang. geez. hes such a ahole! =[ hes a meanie. when we were stretching. we were suppose to pat each others back & like HE HIT ME! gr. & yeah yeah yeah.. ITS FUREAKING 9;22PM right now & my parents arent home. IM HUNGRY! okay. where was i? i really didnt get packet 30. kay forget it.
everythings a bitch.
lifes a bitch.
& my moms being one too. ):<

ohkay. so like summer school is alright i guess. its like whatever you know. er. its so boringgggg! -.-" like for reals. i kept yawning like every 2 minutes. -.-" AAAAAAAAAAGH. I HATE WAKING UP SO EARLY! ):< & i dont really like it. SIGH. i wanna go back to ynez & be little middle schoolers. :( its no fun at all. cuhs when theres snack time. theres so many people rushing out. & i cant find anyone cuhs they arent in the same class as me! ahem. jacklyn, carol. ):< & like they went to eat w/o me. w/o even looking for mee when i was looking for themmmmmmmmmmmmmm the whollllllllllllllllllleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee entire timeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeez. forget it. stupid stupid HUMOUGOUS BUILDING!!!!! kay. arg. so like afterschool i went to carO's (: w/o the L. & like jacklyn & sandy came too. but i think later? we picked up sophie! :D i really like sophie. shes cute. :D & i got to carO's! & like i ate so mexican food & like carO was being a myspace whore . (: and like i was being a game freak with SOPHIE. she has a PINK NINTENDO DS!  its PINK! =0 soooo pretty. (: kay. & like i played doggy doggy, & hannah montana & COOKING MOMMMA! :D it was fun fun fun. then i went home early. & was pooped out lying on my couch being a poopity poo watching tv.

you know. what i predicted. i totally think its going to be true. with highschoool & everything. i mean. its so hard making new friends. 0-0 DAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMNITYYYDAMNNNNNNNNNNNNN POOO. ]: SADSADSAD. lets see whatta happen tmrw.. :(

hi. today is wednesday JUNE 20th. yay! days are pasing by slower and slower in my point of view. so i didnt update for yesterday. well nothing really wow happened yesterday. carol asked me to go shopping with her yesterday but mommy wouldnt let cuhs i already went to puente hills mall or whatever you cal it on monday. & eeeee. i bought stuff. like finnally. & i went home super dopper happy you know. :D i got this BUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEETIFUL tanktop. & a navy blue stripped tote bag! :D yayayayayay! but then i wanted to get this other bag from papaya. itsss so cute! its black and white with a bow! geebus. i wanted it. ): kay. back to what i was saying. & tracy was all being bummed out cuhs her mommy wouldnt let her go anywhere so basically she was like on a house arrest or something. lol. funnnnay. (: kay so like. i went to walmart & whateverrr and bought things anddd like YEAAAAAAAAH. errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. and then went to fashion Q. and likeee yeahh. it was whatever. & for today. what to say besides IM BORED. im home alone. & i dink sister is mad.. she signed off. ]: shittypoo.

i dont know what to say. OH YEAH. I HAD A DREAM ABOUT MY SOON TO BE SIDEKICK 3. eeeeeeeeeeeee. its perrrrrrtay. i can almost feel myself flippping that thingy :D yayayayayayayaya. kay. cant get my hopes to high. kay i should go now. bye. im sucha loser.

mm. today was like any other very berry boring day. with some what alot of thoughts.. i thought about how highschool was going to be like like ive always been thinking like. & thenn i came to friends. i was pretty scared that i lose my closest ones. for sure.. and it made me sad & worried you know. that came up to let me know how much my friends really actually meant to me. really, they mean alot. i couldnt have the best of friends ever ever ever. & i was afraid. i was afraid that the past would come back to haunt me. the thing with friends you know. but then i also think about how many others went through way more harder things than me. more than ive ever experienced in my life. its really stupid. this teenage thing ya know? well not really. iono. im confused. im still learning about the paths of life. like i told karen before many many times. really, if i was someone else i would never be my friend. i wish i could change the way i act. selfish, ignorant, stubborn, & all that shit. but itsssss soo hard. even with myself tryingg sooooo fureaking hard trying to control it i cannnt. i really cant stop the way i am. i want more than ever to change into a better person. to think about it. i dont think i deserve so many chances in life. its just not fair.. to others. but maybe. maybe just one day, karma will hit me in the future. ]x everythings full of suprises. really. its so weird. its like a movie creating itself as the minutes tick. really, all that i say right now comess from my hearttt. & i cant sayy howww much im sooooooo afraid to lose my loved ones. i knoww that i cant hold on to them forever forever cuhs one dayy theyll have to leave. but whyy? ): why does things gotta be hard like that? its so unfair. & sometimes out of no where i think that i lost my friends. just cuhs of the stupid stupid ways i act towards or whatever upon them. maybe things arent going to be the same anymore eitherr like right now. yeahh. already huh. suprisingily. but maybei or we were just a substitue for whoever was not there. sigh. i guess things really dont last forever as then say "always&forever". -.- lies.

sigh. i guess i have nothing else to say..

bye.

this whole weeek was a buncha fun. it was filled withhh manymanymany smiles. but insidddee i was sadd. ]: mostly cuhs we had to leave ynez. my childhood place where i grew up in. ): sniff. now we`re growing up oh so fast i cant bare to keep up with time. & also cuhs the next year, i know some of us will definently seperate but hopefully well meet new people. sigh. & to tell the truth. i really dont wanna go to what happened before in the past. except for when i was in kindergarten of course. its just.. the bad memories. sometimes you just have to let go of your fucking past and move on with your life. seriously. how hard is that? life is hard. so just deal ya know? really. youre in control of what happens in your life so all you can blame is yourself for stupid things that happen. last year had to be the worst. one of the worst i have to say. but i guess i gotta say the past made what the present was. this year has truly got to be the besterest year everrr. & yeah. i know that once highschool comes up there will be more hardships.. but yeah.. sometimes i mayy beee realllyyyy selfish and stubborn and i know i gotta fix that.. at least try you know? im thankkkkfulll. VERY thankful that i got close with jacklyn. for sure. shessss really a great personn and its very true. (x sister. <3 hopefully i wont seperateee frommmm my lovess at ynez. but also most importantly i wanna meet new people! ALSO. get smarter! ._." you know, when i grow up, imma become successful & start traveling around the whole wide world. cuhs really. theres more than you can expect out there in the world. things youve never seen or experienced. i just think its mucho fun (: right? & then i will find myy ever oh so sweet prince charming & probably if i have the guts.. ill have children (: & then ill live happily ever after . <3 my dream. (: life is a gift so keep it & cherish it.

promotion(:

dinnerdance<3

SUMMERRR HERE I COME!

well at least its summer now. i cant say what the biggest let down is. either that itsss gunna bee burning hot. which i hate. OR. that i have to wake up freaking early for summer school. WHICH STARTS AT FUREAKING 730AM. i ammmm really not an AM person! & bringing that up. tracy had to call me yesterday forcing me to get off my laptop and go NAPNAP! and then she YAPPYAPP and gave me this whole lecture about how i need to sleep early and wake up early when i start highschool! ><" errrrrrrrrrrrrrg. WOWWWEEEY. i cant wait `till highschool. its gunna be oh so fun! -.-" anyways. tracy's going camping today . yayings at PHILADELPHIA right now. heading to washington DC. andddd yeah. ): boopitydoop. im at home. CLEANINGG! ><

kay. so long voxians.

this is the end of our one and only first beginning. & now its a whole new start in a whole new place.

congratulations ynez class of `07. i will cherish all the memories as a grew up in ynez.

i love you guys!

YAY. weeeeeeeeeeee allll made it (; yayayay. this year was gurreeat. even though there was bad times in this yearr, we learned from the experiences right? right. i was pretty ssccared today when promotion started. ahlahalahalha. errrrrrr. but im super happy that i finally crossed it.. in the middle of it. people were getting their awards and like i felt so stupid for being so stupid. ]: sigh. i still do. like i feel so regretful for not trying harder when i know i can do better ya know. geez. well like. after it ended. we took some pictures and yeah. i dont wanna grow up so fast. its just sooo likeeeeeee FAST. i was gunnnnna cryy ): sadsadsad. i wanna be a kid foeva. tear* i regret so much but like who i am right now i still dont like. ITS SO SAD. there were some parents theree that actually made mee feel like i was their own child in a sorta way. which felt special too ya know. like carolinaaasss mommma numero duos. auntie sandy [: anddd peoplee thereeee. :D ahmazing. & my daddy was there too. i still love you. :D

this year i learned that youre in full control of what makes your future whatll it be. sometimes you can just blame luck or "destiny" orr whatever. i also learned that dont make something outta nothing. thats the biggest thing. and well yeah i know sometimes ive acted bad with my temper. anddd yeahh it was pretty bad. but i have to say that i gotta say that i couldnt go on without my best frieends. you guys have to know that you guys mean alottt to me (:yuppp you guys know who you are. anddd im thankful for what i havee. hopefully highschool would go on smoothly. hopefully.

so now im watching television. CHARM SCHOOOL. ahahaha. new york was interviewingggg those charm girlies. ahah. yeahyeahyeah.those girls are so bitchyy 0.0 SOMEBODY BROUGHT A GUNN IN THERE! LOL KAYY. laterr i needa get ready for dinnerdance. um what i gotta do? curl. nails. and everything else. i should start at probably 3 ohclock. or TWO. sigh. I WANNA GO BACK TO DISNEYLAND..

and i agree with sister. some how, its not the same anymore. ]:

kay. bye voxians!